I’ve never experience being asked to break off by people. Alright, all these while, only I’m the one who dump people. So now it’s my karma.. not only asked to break off by someone, but by the one whom, me, my friends and even family thought we are good together, that he is the ONE.

Just that I don’t know his heart is already changing, not a sign when we are happily dating. That our relationship is facing the traffic yellow light. .. Then red light.
Alas, it’s painful, devastating and I still love him but life has to move on. again, he’s right, if we fated together, we can’t run away from each other. Can’t force it. Just see how the good God arrange for us
Or I meet a lagi handsome, lagi caring ..the guy I lagi love in the future

I almost forgot, if I love the men, I will wish him to be happy, either we are together or not

 I can’t allow myself to mourn over this relationships for long, I can’t let my parents, family to worry about me. I understand that.So, that’s it. Hey, everybody, no need to worry about me.

So, life goes on..

and what else? I grab my hand phone, delete his photos, our photos and I found this photo that I sneak at a fitting room…. Lolssss..

The another expensive dress that cost RM139??

I finally told my mum about it, she asked me the questions that I had no answer, that I wish to know from him too…

He refuse to give me hope, it’s hurt.

Suddenly, ALL the happy things we gone through in this one year flash to my mind like just happened yesterday.

From you persuaded me to send u a MMS to remind you how u miss me;

going to Penang, sitting on the bench, listening to music, hugging together, blowing the wind;

to the more recent Krabi trip last month, where we lying on the sandy beach watching sunset.

Does these means nothing to you? Does it seems dragging me?