I’ve won the monopoly game on my Ipod

I failed again. Keep getting him of my mind, but it’s not easy.
I wake from the afternoon nap feeling empty, very cold…
Then, I remember this .

再見了  愛變淡了  已遠去了  
給他走  一早應該鬆開我手
為何連運氣亦會輸透
我的他走了以後  誰還在背後

The song that he intro to me… feel really terribly sad :’(
Just feel I’m useless that I promised him I’ll be strong, I can’t control my heart.

I know this is bad but when I went midvalley and walk to the game park, I automatically thought of the the happy time we shoot the worms a.k.a snake together..
When can I get over this?..

Walking to the pet exhibition, suddenly feel heartache even when looking at the cute dogs T.T
Feel so useless, helpless, so painful. I couldn’t stop my heart yearning for him.

— Post From My iPod Touch