Successfully spending hours at home downloading, backuping, upgrading, restoring and jailbreaking the Ipod Touch.
I’m like this, I need to get everything done before I can rest. So, even everyone’s out while I’m alone, I willing to. Yup, I’m alone at home now. IT’s stupid to tell this in my blog I know, later somebody come rob??

Btw, one of my friend post this

“Dont let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life. “

and I totally agree….

Today, I went to Gardens Restaurant at One U for lunch. Just last month, I thought my first visit there would be with him, because I’ve promise to treat him a meal over there to compensate his loss for the new car, just purely to make him happy. However, it turns out that the promise will remain promise forever… as I doesn’t have this chance to fulfill it…

Today marked the two weeks of the separation. It’s 14 days. Last month, when we suppose to celebrate our first year together, turns out to be a nightmare ever.

If you ask me, do I still miss and love him? I would say, Yes, very very. But the one I miss is the warm hearted dear dear that always have sweet smile and laugh on his face whenever we are together, not this cold and arrogant face. Maybe it is only toward me, he is this cold?  I’m afraid, that I do not know this person or has this person completely change so fast that I couldn’t recognize him any more?

I feel very heartache, not because he left me, is because the warm person that used to loved me become so cold…… very cold…it’s only two weeks..